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Wednesday, July 9, 2014

Still editing



“Alright, boys,” said the Lieutenant, and Corporal Wakelin rolled her eyes. She knew he couldn’t see her, but cocked her head in the hopes he would know she was annoyed. She wished they were far enough out for gravity so she could shift a hip.
“We got about half a million meters of hallway to check, and maybe three shifts to get it done. Thomlin, shut up, I don’t need commentary or details.”
He racked his rifle. “You are still on patrol. There is still the chance that we will face boarding parties. There are still hostiles in this system and every indication that this station is their primary target. Nonetheless,” he said, and she imagined him chewing the imaginary cigar butt she suspected he was missing in the suit, “we have as yet encountered no boarders, and we know that there are in fact a lot of people dead from decompression.”
She heard several disgusted groans and gags on the channel.
“Stow that! Your opinions are not required. You will do search and rescue, and you will break up and do it in the most quick, efficient, yet thorough manner possible. AI navigation is online, but when and if it becomes unavailable you will use your little pea brains and follow the chain of command, or Sarge here will get me a chain and I will beat you with it until you figure out who is in command. Are there any questions?”
“Uhh-”
“Thomlin, shut up, that was rhetorical. Now move out!”
She racked her weapon and checked her nav, turned and triple-timed back up the corridor with a squad behind her, something totally unsafe in microgravity without this hard armored shell. It was nice to have a hardsuit.
“Course plot. Squad channel,” she ordered, and saw she’d drawn the Hydran sector with nine boys. She addressed them while they rocketed for a tube in that direction.
“Alright boys,” she said, checking to see that they all were in fact boys. “You know the drill. Spit and polish, just run down the halls and do triage. We got medical teams on standby, so if you see someone you can’t help, you keep moving, but call it. We’re on the clock.”
She heard mumbles from aight to geez, but didn’t really care. Their suit AI’s would report any significant insubordination for review, and if necessary she’d shoot one and the rest would get the idea. They collected at a drop chute as another team whizzed by headed for the Colovan delegation.
It was a long chute, an elevator that ran all the way from here in the axis out to the lower levels close to the surface. She activated the grippers on her boots and planted herself on the floor side before starting the descent. Most of the team did likewise, though several attached themselves to the walls and even a couple to the ceiling. She didn’t bother to correct them; as soon as gravity kicked in, they’d find out well enough, and maybe learn something.
Sure enough, they were proven idiots before they got as far as deck twenty. Those on the floor started hooting and catcalling those who ended up on their asses.
“Stow that. None of you clowns have more than three neurons to run together, so help ‘em up and make room. We start dropping people below deck ten, and if you’re still goofing off by then I’ll space you myself.”
They settled in a few seconds.
“Hey, Wakelin - maybe we find a pressurized closet for a little R&R time while we’re down here?”
“You don’t got enough pipe to entertain me, Clatz. I’d have to open you up and start pulling out your colon, so don’t tempt me. Now shut up.”
She resituated her armor where the growing feeling of weight was settling it uncomfortably.
“Marquez, level nine,” she said, slapping his chest and gesturing for the rest of them to start queueing for orderly exits. “Plavitz, eight. Coriatch, seven,” she called. Marquez got off on nine and the doors shut behind him.
“Belltane and Set-Truha, take six.”  Plavitz got off on eight.
“Frame Nine units, you take level five. The rest of you guys are on four, and I’ve got three alone.”
She chinned the circuit off and talked to the AI. “Why are there more people as we go further out?”
There is more corridor to search, more damage, and more terrain variety.”
What the hell? “Terrain?” Coriatch stepped out on seven.
The Hydran sector has many flooded corridors, some filled with fluids breatheable by non-Hydrans. These sections must be checked separately, and will slow the patrols.”
Oh, no. Hydrans - water breathers. She sighed as Belltane and Set-Truha stepped out on six to fire alarms, and waited while the Frame Nine boys got off on five where there were no lights, and faced in opposite directions with guns out before the doors closed. Well, it was what it was.
At level four the door refused to open.
Uh-oh. Vacuum that far in was not a good sign. She resisted the urge to turn and make eye contact with someone - anyone - and straightened her spine.
“Override, open the doors.” The door opened with that horrible fading whoosh that indicated all the air was going, and taking all the ambient sound with it. She felt the small shift of balance as the air leapt into an empty corridor, dark like five. The last of the squad stepped into the dim passage and and signed to each other which way to go. They cast myriad beams of light that played off the walls. She watched one step on a wall painting that was in the floor and shook her head.
“Alright, Wakelin. You’re a soldier. Blowing people open is your job. Don’t get squeamish.”
But her mind kept flashing back to a decompression on a civilian transport they’d come across. She’d found a little girl swollen, burst, frozen that way. She closed her eyes and clenched her teeth against the memory of burst eyeballs, her little tongue shoved so far out the stuffed doll had frozen to it.
She asked one more question. “So why do I get three alone?”
You are of higher rank, and assumed more capable.
“Great,” she sighed. “Proceed.” She chinned the squad channel.
“Watch the weird terrain, maintain radio silence unless you have something to request or report.”
Being alone in the elevator where she knew there was now no air gave her a strange sense of surrealism, like being in her armor in a market district, in a queue with shoppers and canned music. She shook the feeling off and resisted the urge to unrack her rifle just to have something in her hands.
The elevator stopped on three, and registered that the area beyond was vacuum. Wakelin rolled her eyebrows, but didn’t bother to berate the AI for reporting a danger on the other side of the doors. The same vacuum was on this side, but it wasn’t the AI’s job to tell her about the air inside the car, or lack of it.
“Override,” she said, frowning at the weak sound of her own voice.
“Come on, Jan. Get hold of yourself. You’re a big girl with a big gun and a big bad powered armor suit. What have you got to be afraid of?” But she knew it wasn’t fear for her own welfare that bothered her. It was the fear that she would be able to do nothing for the people she found. She thumbed the button again, but couldn’t help the prickling at the back of her neck when it opened. She stepped out into the corridor and stared.
Not more than twenty meters to her left the hallways flashed and sparked in silence as a loose high-voltage cable squirmed under the magnetic fields it generated as it arced against reinforcing mesh that had utterly failed. The floor had shattered, exploded upwards through the ceiling. She walked over, astonished, and stared in wonder down through the gap. Three levels below was the breached surface, a depth of nickel-iron rock that hadn’t stopped a fold-augmented impact as it blew its way into the station. She looked upward, but saw nothing useful - a lot of foam where breach systems had tried to seal the hole. Below, not even that. Just stars swinging by.
“Wow.” She had nothing else.
Jan Wakelin turned back around to see a stylus lying in the corridor, glinting in the light of her helmet lamp. Something in her mind wanted it to float and rotate in the air, but there was plenty of artificial gravity, just no atmosphere. She scrunched up her face and wished she could rub her eyes.
Such a normal thing, a pen lying there in the floor. “Focus, Jan.”
She checked the nav- she was supposed to police to the end of the hall here. She looked that way; nothing to see. “Next leg.”
It turned her back the other way, past the elevator. She walked down the hallway, turned a corner and noticed a difference. The floor at the other end was glittery. “Low light mode,” she said, but the resulting monochrome told her little. She did note that the floor at the far end of this section of hallway was irregular.
“Thermal.” Her video shifted to show a different set of boring and uninformative shadings. Everything was cold. Wakelin sighed.
“Full augment.”
The corners were filled with a foreign material. She squinted and advanced.
“Standard view.” At least she could use the head lamp. She marched forward to where the hallway turned and branched, and saw bits fly and skitter underfoot where the ridge of the boot shaved it off.
She realized the floor was iced over.
“Where’d all this water come from?”
She rolled her eyes, tapped her helmet with the heel of one gauntlet. “Duh. Hydran section, Wakelin. Use the bean.”
She stood there looking at the ice and crusted salt from some severe sloshing, and thinking out loud. “An impact that would blow through level three would cause a pretty good bit of splash, eh?”
Something moved in the corner of her vision. Lamps converged and she almost grenaded it in sudden panic.
A rescue/recovery drone puttered around the corner looking for survivors.
Geez, Jan, get a grip. “No luck, buddy?”
It stopped and inspected her briefly, determined she was not in need, headed back the way she had come.
She heard/felt through her boots the peculiar thump of a room decompressing.
Oh gods.
Jan turned and ran the hallway around the corner, but it was blocked by a blast door. She located the seal, but it was offline.
“What’s the status on the other side of this?” She checked the sally port, but would never fit through the mini-lock in this suit.
Vacuum. System reports recent unsuccessful attempt to repressurize.”
“Open  it. Get this door up, now.
The yellow lights on the blast door went red and flashing, and it began to rise ever so slowly.
“Come on!” She beat on the door, but there wasn’t enough atmosphere for the sound to carry anywhere other than in her own suit. She grabbed the bottom to help lift, but the door far exceeded the suit’s augmented strength. She had to wait.
The squad channel squawked to life. “Corporal? I think I just heard a thump.” It was Morrell, on the floor above. She chinned the circuit open again.
“I think it’s here on three, stand by.”
The door finally got up enough for her to scoot under without getting stuck. There was a lot more ice here, and fog. A little further down her nav noted that the flooded corridor adjacent was the next phase of the search, but indicated she should finish the “dry” sections first. The HUD kept plotting where she’d been.
The ice got thicker, piling up, and she slipped onto her armored behind. “Cleats,” she demanded as she climbed to her feet again. The suit activated the metal studs on the boot soles. They helped a little.
She chinned the squad channel off again. “Any activity on this level?”
There has been one individual here using the terminals recently. Before that, nothing for sixteen hours. Before -”
“Cut. Show me to the last access.”
Her HUD displayed a path to the terminal last accessed. She made double time, and left the iced area behind. There were more blast doors here.
“Status?”
Vacuum. System reports recent unsuccessful attempt to repressurize.”
“Same as before. Open it!”
She unracked her weapon waited while the door rose, twitching.
Please, don’t let it be boarders.
Please, don’t let it be killing people.

Saturday, May 18, 2013

Time.

Tick.

Tick...

Eight hours of work a day, usually more....

Tick...

Eight hours of sleep. I need more, I usually get less.

Tick...

Shower, breakfast, lunch, dinner...

Tick...

Did I mention we live on a mini-farm? Animals to care for, feed, water, milk; stalls and paddocks and henhouses and rabbit cages to clean; dogs to bathe and groom, mice and snakes and geese and ducks and turkeys and guineas, guinea pigs and real meat pigs (the guinea pigs are just a pair as pets, so we won't eat those), bees to tend and yes, we do try to grow a few veggies onsite...

TickTockTickTockTickTockTickTockTickTock!!!

Oh, and the children - did I mention the children? Beautiful children, a wonderful thirteen year old daughter who helps out a ton, and a rambunctious three year old boy who is still alive because he is supernaturally cute. Also need feeding; the boy still requires shepherding in his ongoing potty training. The daughter has art classes, and there has to be some family time now and then.

BONG!

Did I mention we also manage to have a few friends we visit now and then?

So who has time to write?

You've heard all this before. I'm not going to pretend to tell anyone how to manage their priorities, or judge them if they choose different priorities than mine. Your life, your responsibility, your decision.

But I want to write. I need to write.

How am I going to write?

I manage, haphazardly, in stolen evenings and insomniac midnights. There's never enough time, but I take what I can get.

I wrote a flash fiction and submitted it for online publication. I edit the book that's closest to publication readiness. I resist the urge to edit the other book that's mostly done, or the one that's done but totally unedited, or any of the three or four (five?) that are started and well along, but not quite yet wrapped up.

Apparently, I've been writing somewhere. That many open projects don't just creep in under the door and set up among the dust bunnies like ants. The words in those files are mine, the work of several NaNoWriMo's and stolen evenings and insomniac midnights.

Hm. Looks like I better get going - we're out of hay for the horses and goats and rabbits and guinea pigs. The delivery won't make it till next week, so we have to run to the feed store and throw a bail in the trunk.

If you see me on the road, be careful. I'm a pretty safe driver, but...

I'm probably writing.

Saturday, May 4, 2013

(Read, read) Write, (edit) write, edit, edit, EDIT (write, edit, edit...)

The individual scenes evolve as much as any character in the story.

Take a quick look at an earlier version of the opening scene:
http://writeryourbabyisugly.blogspot.com/2012/11/sample-post-opening-scene-from-bubbler.html

That version is much edited and improved from the original, which started with (kiss of death) the main character waking up. Since that point I have edited a hundred times, and the book is getting cleaner all the time. The title character's name has changed, but that's just a superficial edit; check out the current version.

Comments welcome, and for the record, the process of posting this generated a batch more edits. :)




Bubbler

Prelude

1

News, again, and it hadn’t been new for weeks.
“The Archbishop of Pradna again refuted rumors of a major schism forming in the Ptokeriat, citing the faith’s basic tenets of personal responsibility and peaceful cooperation as reassurances against the growing number of terrorist actions claimed by the group known as the Hand of God.” The voice droned on, no more interesting than the last dozen times he’d heard this segment.
A month on the flagship hadn’t killed Tam yet, but he bunked with a dry-breathing human who liked political news and suffered night terrors, and he felt the reaper closing. He glowered at the bookcase speaker as music switched to another repeated newscast - starships got no new material in transit.
“Another vote was tabled in the Federal Collegium today pending the arrival of the new Delegate from Hydra. The previous Delegate is still unavailable for questions regarding his sudden and unexpected recusal, and though speculation abounds, his office insists that they know no more about it than anyone else.”
Tam’s jaw muscles cramped. He worked them out. He had to stop frowning so much.
He watched as Cay faded again - blink, blink, nod. The boy sagged onto the desk and pushed his reader off. It drifted to the floor in the dense fluid, flipping once and sliding back and forth before settling to the velcro-fuzzy floor. A drop of drool crawled across Cayleb’s lip as he exhaled the hyperoxygenated perfluorocarbon of the room, stretched into a thin line and broke; the bubble of saliva fled for the ceiling vents with a second close behind.
He pressed his lips together. Since Cay came aboard Tam had lived in a state of hope and annoyance - but it would be a lie to say that was new. Tam lifted his own reader and turned a page on the screen, but knew it wouldn’t take long now. A Delegate’s son, surely he had a great Destiny, yes? To represent his world abroad? To make new alliances and prevent interplanetary wars? No, not Tam; his fate was to be hidden away in protected compounds and secret, private islands where his father wouldn’t be shamed by a crippled son, and now to share a room with a nightmare-prone human for a month of repeated reports and broken sleep.
“In other news, the Pellan Delegate has again relinquished her allotted time on the Collegium floor to the spokes-being from the Property League. The official translation of the ensuing speech is thought to mean that the entity wants her species protected from any more AI implants until they have evolved to a point of natural sentience on their own, but opposing theorists include a wide gamut of alternate interpretations. Some contend the entire agenda is no more than a plot to damage the servient industry across the Dominion.”
Spokes-being. Entity. Those things weren’t even synths, they were just glorified, AI-assisted bugs. Tam ground his teeth.
For a moment Tam had managed to distract himself. Cay spasmed on cue, blowing a flurry of tiny bubbles from his nose. The news cut off and the lights blazed; Maith had anticipated it. Her voice sounded from the wall speakers as she slid from her niche. “Mer Joans suffers another ill dream, my Lord. Shall I touch him?” Tam flinched, blinking and squinting against the sudden brightness, and shielded his eyes with the webbing between his fingers.
He set his reader down on the desk and glared at his bunkmate. Cay strained against his strap, abdomen heaving. Do, he signed with flared nostrils and a curt nod, and dim the lights.
She undulated across as the harsh glow faded. Tam grumped at the body wrap she’d begun wearing, not for a modesty to which she’d never been conditioned, but for the young human’s comfort. Maith had been modeled after them, the standard type most common in the Dominion, but small and perfect.  He brooded as she woke the dry-breather.
Tam tried to imagine a whole race of them. Normal. He choked back his envy.
“Mer Joans. Cayleb Joans. You are not drowning. Breathe, sir.”  Maith loosed the belt and Cay bobbed to the ceiling. The rap of his skull on impact did more to calm him than her soft drone. Tam unclipped his own anchor loop and drifted free of his desk, though not as fast as Cayleb. Maith had said standard humans were lighter than Hydrans, and could stand no more than superficial pressure changes. Yet I’m the handicapped one.
Tam began to sign. Maith’s voice translated over the speakers, morphing into Tam's own irritable tones.
“My master asks: What’s wrong with you, Cay? By the damned, we got the only guest chamber fitted for us on this bottle, so unless you want to sleep up on the command decks, you need to stop!” Tam rubbed his tired eyes with the heels of his hands, then continued his rant.
“And before you think you’re going to try that, those are full of crew running around doing ship stuff, and they’re too busy to have you sprawled underfoot. Damned! Take care of him.”
Tam sucked his lungs full before he opened the hatch netting and kicked up into the next room, leaving Maith to handle Cay. He heard her soothe the young man as she helped him undress, reminded him to put his foot in a loop, to breathe through his nose to keep the bubbles from gathering in his sinuses, that slow and deep was better.
The muted light from below lit the salon in streaks and rippling shadows. True water pressed him with less weight, embraced him. The PFC droplets he’d splashed into the room settled and rolled back to the hatch.
Tam breathed a bit out. It ran down his chin and chest and crotch, headed for the bedroom below and reprocessing as small air bubbles floated from his nostrils to the ceiling.
Real water he thought, waving his hand, creating currents. Not Hydra’s seas, but a healthy approximation with a few agents to help the life support system. Cool to his skin, comfortable. Tam tasted the salt on his tongue, just a shallow breath to savor in his throat against his useless gills. Actual water. This is what my father is breathing in his room. He set his jaw and closed his inner lids, slid his outer down over the nictitating membranes and swallowed. My Lord and sire, Ra Salipoor Den, statesman and exemplar of our planet’s people, Senate Liaison to the Dominion Governor…appointed Delegate for the planet of Hydra to the Federal Collegium, and last of the great gen Salipoor but for me, Den Salipoor Tam, his handicapped bubbler son by a commoner wife. Alas, how the mighty have fallen.
He buried his face in his hands.
Enough. I will find a way to be more than the handicapped son of a rich and powerful nobleman. I will be more than a rumor whispered by shaking heads.
I will find a way to matter.

Monday, January 14, 2013

Editing: turning the clay you made into dishes.


I happen to love this section of the draft, because it references a large and complex alternate story line, but in the end, as much fun as it was, it doesn't belong in the book. In fact, there are about two or three sentences near the end that are *important*, that need to be incorporated somewhere since they are significant foreshadowing of the end, but most of it was just spinning the wheel to keep up my word count during Nano.

Let's see what you guys think.



INTERLUDE:
A Visit from the God of War


He stood on the ceiling in the vacuum of an observation lounge, a cracked blister on the surface of the spinning station. On the ceiling, because the room was designed with the spin of the station in mind, and the usual patrons would walk “down” the steps to the “bottom” of the “bowl” from their personal perspective, and look through the clear material on which their feet rested at the stars rotating in the distance. It was not an experience many people enjoyed the way the designer thought they might. People prefer for their stars to be above them, never mind the inconvenient facts of rotational physics.
He smirked. It’s good to be a god, he thought, ignoring the annoying laws of nature and standing where he pleased, in hard vacuum with nothing to obscure his view but the dome itself. He liked the dome, since for him it could be up, above, and he could stand on the surface of the station as if it had a real planet’s gravity, enough to keep him from drifting away. We get to cheat.
He drew his scarlet robe about him to keep it from drifting up and obscuring his view, and watched the battle. Zealots and martyrs never changed; bare skinned or clad in kilotonnes of armor plating, fusion engines, petajoule laser cannons and optical computers, they were still zealots, still martyrs, still the one power that the best preparations had trouble handling.
What was the best way to handle them? He smiled. Once they became martyrs, there was little to do but loose the soldiers. If used only to defend, then a good soldier often became a martyr as well. Careful propaganda management of that simple fact could sometimes rally the opposition enough to turn the tide, but once you aimed the soldiers in any action other than defense, the public relations backlash became problematic.
That was the catch. The only safe way to deal with zealots was to employ them. Use them. That killed two birds with a single stone - one of the birds being the martyred zealot. A dangerous game. That was a two-edged blade with no handle. What do you do with them when you’ve won, and so many remain?
Pellans. An interesting example, that. The Dominion had created a whole new race for the express purpose of use as shock troops - soldiers born and trained to be zealots and martyrs, created with all the right wrongs. That had been just six hundred years ago, for the Prane rebellion, an enormous project which produced four hundred thousand men and women heavily modified right down in the genes, and raised them to put an end to the rebellion once and for all.
Before they were deployed the first Jaunt class jumpship had been finished, the Hammer of God, and deployed to Prane with two Rectification battleships and a Turtle class cargo ferry “piggybacking” to create a Fleet wing of vast mass with an ultimatum: surrender, or we will pull Prane out of orbit. They had not been bluffing. Six hundred years later its weather still hadn’t quite stabilized, even though they put it back.
Rikki thought that he would love to have had the whole population back home. He’d’ve made them revered among his pet races, but he had to admit that they’d done well for themselves. He turned his mind back to the battle raging nearby.
Raging. He snickered into the silence of the vacuum. Martyrs made it an actual battle rather than a massacre, but the only difference in the end would be the damage done.
“Hephaestus,” he said to his friend and supposed peer, back in his workshop at home. He felt the sigh in response, conveying annoyance at being interrupted, impatience at being called the wrong name, but resignation that Rikki would do as he pleased.
“What is it?”
“Oh, come now,” Rikki mock-pouted, “aren’t you even going to put up a token complaint that I call you by the name of an ancient Greek deity?”
“Would it cause you to change your behavior?”
“No,” Rikki admitted. “It’s entirely apt. You are our god of invention and forgecraft, the one who designed the Great Secret, the system of communication that makes this instantaneous conversation over such a distance possible.” Rikki did not bother to mention that he was no longer on the same planet, or for that matter even near the same star. He had secrets of his own.
“Mm.”
“Do I not warrant more than a noncommittal acknowledgement?”
“When you say something worth comment, I will comment.”
“Oh, ever the pragmatists, that’s you. Stoic, prosaic, and brilliant. How do you manage that particular combination? Isn’t creative genius supposed to be predicated on eccentricity?”
“What do you want, Rikki?”
He grinned as a commandeered freighter exploded to his right.
“Occasional conversation with someone I deign to consider a peer?”
“You don’t believe anyone is your peer, Rikki.”
“True, but at least you can carry your end of a topic.”
“If I knew the topic - so I ask again. What do you want?”
“Tom, Tom - seventeen hundred years and we continue to evolve, but you’re always our same old Tom. It’s why I didn’t pick you for my Great Experiment, you know. Too sensible. Evolution requires a certain amount of volatility. You only recently started using more than one avatar at a time, just the last couple of centuries, isn’t that true?”
“Yes, Rikki.”
Yes, Rikki. You’re a curmudgeonly doddard for a such a brilliant inventor, Tom. You don’t even ask when I mention it.”
“Yes, Rikki. And I do not take such obvious bait.”
Rikki grinned. No one but Tom could get under his skin the way he did everyone else. He thought it was Tom’s one endearing trait.
“I love you, Tom.”
“Thank you, Rikki. I suppose there are days where the feeling is mutual, though it’s usually because I’m piqued at whomever you’re tormenting that month.”
Rikki laughed and clapped his hands.
“Do you know what I would love to see?”
“The universe consumed in a fireball, I assume. If I am Hephaestus, you would be Loki. Perhaps Eris? Hm. Not destructive enough. Perhaps I should call you Briareos.”
“Tom! You flatter me! You’ve been researching Greek mythology, and you liken me to one of the Hekatonkheires?”
He felt Tom shrug, and sent genuine warm feelings in return.
“Careful, god of fire. My forges need your services, but I will never believe that you are tamed.”
“Well enough. So you still monitor Dominion communications, yes? You know about their political upheavals?”
“I try to keep up with their technological advances and incorporate them. I am not concerned with their petty debates and brawls. They are a virus on the planets they incorporate, a sludge of merchants and bankers.”
“Rowr. I seldom recall having heard you state such a strong opinion.”
Again Tom shrugged, many light years away.
Rikki squinted up at the Victory blazing a furrow through the attacking ships, a reaper among the wheat. He considered for the thousandth time telling Tom where he was, but Tom wasn’t ready. The questions it would raise would hinder more than help. Of course, he was also a few sparse leagues away from Tom’s workshop, and on the Ring, and in the wilds... Rikki had more active avatars than any of them. He considered capturing one of Tom’s few avatars and putting it on a ship back to Dominion space, but if he really wanted one here he might just bring it, and let Tom wonder how the transport was accomplished. That would be funny.
He looked around the battle for relevant keys, considering whether he’d intervene. Maintenance drones flitted out and back, collecting anything of salvage value, and occasionally a body for the regeneration tanks.
There - the boy in the lifeboat. That one would determine whether war would be averted. He might actually cause the war, a bloody and vengeful purge. And if Rikki snuffed out the little lifeboat now?
Hm. Just a different war. Less immediate, but in the end just as destructive. It would produce more chaos...
But chaos for its own sake was of limited value. Focused chaos evolved men faster.
Let events play out as Fate decreed. He didn’t need to intervene.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

Nano Windup: Not Really a Spoiler =oD


Epilogue

Ass Pocket was too damaged to make the trip. He thought he might risk it anyway, but the Federal decree said that all ships damaged in the battle would be repaired and provisioned at station’s expense. Dell had dumped the old man while the Coordinator was piloting the heap, so he figured he might even be able to make a profit on it.
It didn't hurt to have a little something extra to compensate for lost time, especially if they had caused him to miss his appointment and his proper pay.
Dell took the time to get himself as “clean” as this grimy tub could manage. If he was going to be stuck here while they spruced up the ship he might as well enjoy the amenities. It didn't pay to be careless, but he’d earned a little recreation. When the ship docked he was waiting for seals to set so he could open the ramp.
It came down on a surprise. He watched the opening widen on someone standing just outside, waiting for him. He’d thought that might happen, but had been prepared for armed MP’s, not a curvy little dollie.
She was small. He liked small. He looked her over and approved of everything he saw, from the high spike heels that tightened her calves and thighs and turned her buttocks just so, to the close fitting semi-sheer dress that showed how slender she was, the firm torso, each curve of the small breasts that she covered with socially polite modestly but no shame. Her hair was long and pristine white, done up behind her head in a neat braid for a hand’s width before being bound and then left free from there downwards. Her smile was friendly, the way really good prostitutes could look at you as if you were a long lost love in town for a night, rather than a mark with cash in his pocket.
He took the time to appreciate all the scenery before making eye contact. She stood and let him look her over, smiled a little more warmly. When he looked into her lovely silver eyes she lowered her handbag and gave him a welcoming nod. Dell wondered what sort of deliciously naughty goodies might be in the bag.
“Mer Borimen?” She waited only a moment. When he didn't respond, she proceeded.
“I believe you have some outstanding payment for services rendered. I’m here to make an installment.”
That smile again.
To hell with leaving the ship.
“Come on in,” he said, moving aside to make room. She walked up the ramp, every step displaying strength and grace and flexibility, and Dell couldn't help but grin a little. “You know, I thought I might not get paid.”
She stopped next to him and stood very close, so that he could smell the subtle perfume she was wearing. He swallowed. It had been a long time since he’d seen a woman quite so enticing, even a doll.
“Mer Borimen,” she breathed, sliding a hand up his chest and around behind his head, fingernails drawing tingles up the back of his scalp. “I intend to make sure you get your due.”
She slid the other hand up his chest on the other side, and he started to make a comment, but she put a finger to his lip, then took hold of his jaw as she leaned in, her nipples pressing against him as she whispered.
“Consider this an installment from the Hydran Delegation.”
He had a moment to frown in confusion before she snapped his neck.

Saturday, November 24, 2012

Excerpt from Alibies by Sabrina



The phone lay in the middle of the floor, dial tone long since gone. Emma picked it up from the floor and stared at it a moment, then replaced it on it’s base. Probably out of charge and useless now. She turned away, planning on a quick trip to her room and to bed. It was past midnight and she didn’t want to deal with it anymore, “it” being Adrienne’s miscarriage, her husband’s dickheadedness, her own hallucinations, as Stacy suggested Hodges might be, and especially not Home Guard. If she could get past Hodges’ room without too nasty an encounter, she’d fall onto the covers and sleep, sleep, sleep until sunlight through the blinds woke her. Or not. Maybe she’d sleep through the day or even the week. She could dream, anyway.

The phone rang behind her. Emma stopped, surprised. She’d been sure there’d be no charge left.

The caller ID showed “caller unknown,” so she touched the red mute button.

When she checked, the charge indicator showed zero. Broken maybe. Like so many things.

Emma shook her head. Melodrama wasn’t something she indulged in often. Tonight it colored every thought.
She’d reached the soft carpet of the hall when the phone rang yet again. Louder than before, which wasn’t possible since she was farther away than when it rang the first time. Ridiculous, really. She didn’t quite run back across the space between herself and the phone, but she hustled.

The phone quit as soon as she reached the high table where it sat. “Unknown” stuttered and blinked at her on the little screen, as if struggling through low battery life. Throwing the thing across the room might be a lot of fun but not terribly smart. Clutching your purse to your side because you didn’t want to be parted from the gun inside was a pretty clear indication she needed a working phone. She did have her cell though.

Emma reconsidered throwing the handset, then set it back in the cradle. Stacy’s talk stayed with her, not because the woman had offered anything so amazingly astute, but for the talk itself. If Emma saw Hodges in every sunset and dealt with his ghost every night, that indicated she hadn’t finished dealing with her grief. It wasn’t quite what Stacy had said, but what Emma took away from their conversation.

“Hodges, if you’re doing this, I’d like you to stop. I’ve had a really rough day and I need to go to bed. Okay?”

No answer save silence.

The sillies struck and Emma offered a bad movie imitation. “Well, um, okay then, I’m just gonna have to go ahead and ask you to come back another time...”

The phone rang again, jangling until the entire contraption shook from base to handset. Emma eeped and clutched her purse tighter, going so far as to reach inside, as if a .38 might be of any use against a deranged phone. Clutching the gun, she stared at the phone as if expecting it to jump off the base and skitter across the floor after her.

No such thing happened. It just wouldn’t stop ringing. It seemed to grow exponentially louder until all that existed within the house was what was historically the most obnoxious sound in the world.

Emma gathered her courage and strode to the phone. She stopped a stride short of being able to pick it up and leaned in to read who was calling, expecting “unknown” again.

It said, “No.”

A hand batted the phone off its base. It was her own. She could tell because her fingers hurt from the force of the contact. The handset flew free of the base and broke apart on the floor. Emma didn’t even know she was pointing the .38 until the phone quit its ringing. Hands shaking, she kept the gun pointed at the broken pieces of plastic that used to be her phone's handset. When nothing more happened for several long seconds, Emma lowered the gun. As she did, that large, comforting hand she always associated with her husband returned to enfold her. At first her heartbeat magnified beneath that not quite restrictive warmth, then slowed to a regular cadence.

As she relaxed, the warmth and comforting presence of that hand lessened until it was gone. All that was left was Emma.

“Fuck it. It’s getting way too weird around here.”

She pulled her cell and considered. Before she could talk herself out of it, she’d dialed Sean.